I am a person who struggles with anxiety around relationships. I have had poor relationships consistently throughout my life. About a month ago a guy from another school in my area. I thought he was odd throughout talking to him but he was nice and honestly, I enjoyed the positive attention. Despite it being in my best interest to stop talking to him because something was slightly off-putting about him and I was anxious. We went on a date and it was really good, I still felt like something was off but I ignored it and went against it. Presumed it was my anxiety and commitment issues. I wish I didn't go against my anxieties. We went on a second date against my better judgement. It was going very well. We sat down somewhere and ended up kissing. We sat around for maybe 30 minutes before realising we should start moving again. I got up and so did he. He noticed my shirt. It was open back. Makes a comment about it and puts his arms around my waist. He runs his hands up my stomach and grabs my chest. I feel like I'm going to faint. I keep looking around the museum with him as I'm very scared. He apologises saying he 'got carried away. I make an excuse to go home and try my hardest to not cry on the way home. I wish I listened to my gut but I really thought it was going to be ok.