I had just broken up with you, but you were staying with me and you didn't have anywhere else to go. I was stuck in between my ex and a girl I had recently started to see. I thought me and my ex K were going to be a thing again but the moment I asked her to be my girlfriend the only thing I could think of was the other girl, P. So we dated again for a few days before I realized, this isn't what I want. So I broke it off with K and went to go see P. She was angry with me but I could tell she still wanted to be together. We had sex that night before I drove back home. When I got there you were scared because you had just seen a big roach and it terrified you. I held you, and I felt close to you. We kissed, we had sex, not knowing or caring what was next. I was terrified. Can you be in love with two people at the same time? Everything has always pointed to no but I couldn't shake either one off of my mind.