We were just talking, about anything and everything that came to mind. Eventually we got on the topic of how we viewed ourselves and boy did I open up. I talked about how little i cared for myself, how I simultaneously wanted to kill myself but also be the best version of myself. How there wasn't a single attribute of mine that I saw in a positive light. You just sat there and listened to me ramble on and on, and when I was done you sure did have a response. Usually whenever I go off on a tangent like that people are quiet afterwards but you shot off immediately with how kind I am, how strong I am going through all the things in my childhood and still coming out on the other side. How much my family loved me and how much YOU loved me. 

I cried, for a moment I could see what you see in me and it was amazing. I'm sorry I let you down.